Mystery

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I smiled watching his notification pop up. I love these once in a month moments.

“Why you keep doing that to yourself?” She asked.


“What?”
I asked.


“You know exactly what I’m saying. Okay, tell me one thing, what do you do when the person you love doesn’t love you back?”


I smiled and said, “You keep loving them. Knowing there is nothing you could do about it.” I sat near the tip of my bed.


“I don’t understand why you had to fall in love at the first place.”


“Love never comes with a choice. It not depends on you at all. It just happens. Love is like a disease. You don’t decide when to stop. You don’t get to make that choice.

 

 

You cannot force yourself  to fall in love with a certain person. In the same way, you can’t tell me to stop loving him. 

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Good Enough

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Shadows and mirrors
knows how to mislead her
Even the camera knows
how to deceive her.
She knows she is beautiful
but some days she can’t
make it clear and that’s
how she goes entangle in her thoughts.
Some days she’s not good enough even
for herself. At times, she’s not okay
with her sweet fine face
and the weights she has to carry.
Some days she’s not good enough
for her body that doesn’t deserve
all the hate and the pains.
So the next day when the sun shines
she will know, at that moment
what beauty feels like, when
a coffee mug in her hand
the sun making her skin glow
and her body feelin’ the warmth
she’ll recognize she is more than enough.

 

You have moments when you let your insecurities rule that takes away all the love you deserve. The truth is you are smart enough, beautiful enough, and strong enough. Believe it and never let insecurity run your life.

Don’t allow someone or even yourself to make you feel like you’re not good enough.

Sounding like a Broken Record.

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I was hurt and disappointed. I’ve always known the fact, that people who are close to you, the one you love the most is the one who hurts you. How hard it is to go through such a phase when they are acting their best to show you, they are heartless. Suddenly, you mean nothing to them. You are just a stranger they don’t give a fuck about!

 

First they do something wrong and then they make you feel as if you’re the culprit. You are the one breaking hearts, like it’s all our fault and then we drown ourselves in guilt, looking deep blaming our own selves.

 

They keep taunting you that you are the reason they are in this inevitable pain, giving hints in the words that cut like sharp edge knives. And what do you do? You just sit back blaming yourself. Going back making apologizes and all those “It won’t happen again” and “I am sorry”.

 

You should believe in yourself when you know that it wasn’t your fault. People tend to forget that we all are human beings and we are not perfect. We are not strong always, we have a heart too! We break and cry. There are times we are weak and mentally disturbed. Instead of understanding, we blame each other. That is no justice at all. We are all going through lamentations and we all have our own problems.

 

Instead of showing rudeness, anger, and lack of understanding, we should respect each others feeling, support, compromise, and put our egos aside. There is a moment where you reach a point for lack of patience. I am so done with the people. I am done here blaming myself for the things I’ve not done. I am done doubting myself just because someone is behaving insolent.

 

People will let you down in this life, promises will be broken. You should expect less of others and trust and believe more in yourself.

Back to you

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I can’t tell my heart to shut up
But I don’t even want to listen

to what it says.
I am trying to disguise my love
in something I don’t even know.
Maybe friendship, ah-oh!

I know this time will pass soon
but until how am I supposed to
see that beautiful face in the crowd
and lie to myself I felt nothing.
And that I didn’t overwhelmed
myself in ecstasy.
Suddenly I’m in deluge of emotions
Should I break the news
that I am totally screwed?
Cause I can see you coming my way
with a smile that is a grenade!
I’m in this feedback loop

‘Cause I keep running back to you!

Awake

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Awake, dear heart, awake. Thou hasn’t slept well. Awake.

William Shakespeare

 

The most crucial thing you’ve to do is listen to your heart. I think sometimes our mind confuses us, that make us take a wrong decision. It tells us all the lies that we need to hear. It shows us the situations the way we want to see it. We are so busy listening to our minds, we forget that our hearts have a voice too. Our mind betrays us but our hearts don’t.
So even when the darkness falls and when our minds are flowing with thoughts that aren’t necessary, and when our hearts are in deep slumber, We know it’s time to wake up.


It’s time to scream, to let it all out. It’s time to take control and realize that we are all born with beautiful spirits and strong hearts. We are searching for miracles not knowing we are living in one. Awake and BE YOU!
Awake and rise, shine and live a life you could be proud of. Give love all you have because love is light.

 

AWAKE DEAR HEART THE WORLD IS WAITING TO HEAR YOUR PART OF THE STORY.

Empty

 

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This emptiness is travelling in all parts of me
So lost I feel, my hearts naive.
Unaware of what I want, and where I meant to be.
For what should I hope for 
What’s between right and wrong?
Where to go what to choose?
All the questions and thoughts
Now drowns me in its depths.
This empty feeling makes me feel
Absurd and vulnerable.
Life seems to be so dark and vicious 
And I think will I ever be loved
Just the way I am, because it’s difficult
to even for me to love myself.

This empty feeling makes me so scared.

 

Sometimes it surprises me that how unexpectedly my mind works. The moment of emptiness suddenly comes to me when I am totally normal and happy. It strikes me when I am with my friends or at night while I’m trying to sleep. It just leaves me in total darkness where I am unable to reach the light. It always makes me defenceless and desolate. I hate that feeling when I’m here, but I’m not. Like I should be grateful for all the things I have, But I’m not. There is nothing but emptiness and numbness that is left in me. But I won’t let it destroy me or take me away. So I decided I would fill the emptiness in me with the love of God and with my pen. 

Back in the Middle

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She is drowning in uncertainty 
Every effort fails there is no way to sail.
She glances at both the ends 
But no one familiar, things so subtle here
She moves along the path
expecting to come near the end of freedom
But the truth is, life always keep
bringing her back in the middle.