Girls on fire!

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Here’s to all the girls:

who are too shy to speak.
who don’t get everything that they want.
who are hopeless romantics and the daydreamers.
who feel insecure walking among the crowd.
who are dealing with social anxiety.
who barely wake up in the morning after a long night of Instagram,music and reading.
who never cares what people are saying and does their own thing.
who wear little to no make up because they love to stay natural.
who’d rather spend the day with a book than people.
who have a little group of friends.
who eats whatever and whenever they like.
who don’t have tons of clothes and shoes because they don’t really had to leave the house to go to different places.
who barely care about dark circles under their eyes or not so perfect skin
who loves fiction and thinks it’s the most beautiful.
who have had their heart broken by a guy they never even dated.
who have never switched off their light.

Here’s to all the girls like me,who have no idea how they’ll survive it but every single time they do survive it.The girls who breathe through the fear,and walk through fire!
Stay beautiful and bubbly.Let not the world bring 
you down.Never doubt your fire, girl! Do your own thing because you’re doing just perfectly.

 

She didn’t just walk on a wild side, she lived there, dancing in the streets and setting fire to the sky. _J.iron word

 

Dark Side.

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I didn’t knew how strong I was
until the darkness came to me
leaving me blinded and unfree.
It took my childhood away in a blink
There was not a moment left to think.
Felt suffocated in my own skin
It strangled me from within
The days were full of agony
I just wanted to end reality.
But it took me some time to realize
how to be strong and be alive.
I made my purpose, got up again

The strength I possess will never go in vain.
I learned to smile and love
HE showed me the way from above.
Do not mistake my misery
I’ve found my final liberty.
Being strong is all I know
My motto is to always grow.
I live with a dark side
I love myself with pride.

 

I am built from every mistake I have ever made.

 

Walking In Solitude.

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When she feels weary and down,
Feeling a deluge of negative emotions,
She takes a walk in Cape Town
And everything seems in slow motion.
When her thoughts become deep as an ocean
When her heart can think of no devotion.
That’s when she walks in nature
Finally finding her cure.
Reflecting silence in moors and hills
With gratitude and tranquil her heart fills.
Her solitude comes in twilight
Lover of the shadows in moonlight.
Her soul feels wide awake
She feels a part of nature
As she finds her peace in walking.

Bloom

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Some of you care
I know it
I haven’t forgotten
That your light for me
is still lit.
Some of you care
But none of you cared enough.
So when nobody was there
And the nights were like poison
the toxic filling my lungs
I made Him my reason
And from the dead a new me reborn.
HE is my savior
The symphony of nature
My purity and my danger.
HE made me discover
Who I was.
I was fierce
And strong,
And full of fire.
I know where I belong
I am the roses,
Proud of the thorns,
And I bloom even in the storms.

 

A girl without a name.

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Sometimes I wonder if things truly never end, or if they keep on living inside us___killing us slowly.
Sometimes I wonder why good things end? Why do they end before they even began? Why do they end when you’re still not done writing the story?

 

I was here when you couldn’t see my affliction behind my smile.You asked me what happened whenever I looked drifted apart by my thoughts  and I always replied with a ‘Nothing’ Why you couldn’t see the truth behind those brown eyes?
I was here when I was drowning in silence,where you could save me but you were too busy.
I was here when at times I already felt dead but you could bring me back to live just by holding my hands.But simply you were not there.
I was here all this time standing alone, my scars speaking of my wars.
I gave everything to you.I think I was an extra for you.I always listened to your worries never let you faced those hardships alone.I was always there making you realize how strong you were.I simply was not only there in your good but bad times too.
But sadly you were not there when I needed you the most.That’s not fair I know but I forgive you.I tried to heal the wounds in your chest.I hope I did and I hope you’re feeling good now.I was here and I did my part.I found my peace in the infinity sky.I hope you’ve found yours too.Don’t live in regret it’s time you move on.

 

“You see we are humans and we need somebody once in a while.No matter how independent we are or how strong we are.We need somebody for a little while who can just hold your hand and say ‘It’s gonna be okay.Don’t worry I am here for you.’

Whispering Winds

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I want to ask you
What it feels like to be numb?
Can you see me what I’ve become?
Helpless and tired with the outcome
Walking with no destination
See I am in vulnerable position
Only dreams are my last hope
Not holding on that same rope
I just want to let it go
I’ve learned my lesson
You can’t reach what’s in front
Until you let go of what’s behind
I’m holding on to you wind!
Whisper to my ears
All the things I wanna hear
Stories of strangers
Colors of cultures
And those places never been heard.

I feel the winds whispering
It’s okay to be suffering
Let me take you there
Where dreams come true.
Everything was so brand new.
I forgot everything
only remembering
that I was here.

Apology To My Youth.

When she finally stopped running from it,she saw how beautiful the truth really could be.
         __Jessica Michelle

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I accepted every part of it.The truth that laid within me.I feel sorry that it took me years to figure out.I was neglecting every part that was chained with me but not anymore.

 

To my younger self,
I’m sorry for comparing you with others,I’m sorry at times I felt you weren’t enough.I’m sorry for not believing in you.I’m sorry you had to be embarrassed just because I was shy.I’m sorry for not standing up for you.I’m sorry that I allowed you to be afraid of the things that never mattered.I’m sorry that I let you believe that your worth was determined by the number of friends you had or how popular you were and by the grades you received on your report card.

 

I feel bad because I didn’t encouraged you.I kept you concealed in the dark.I’m sorry I prevented you from living boldly and openly.I’m sorry I never told you how beautiful you looked in the mirror, every time when you smiled, the world seemed to glow.I’m sorry I never told you that you were complete, that there was nothing you could change about yourself.You were who you were.

 

I am sorry I wasn’t there to motivate you when you were stressing over your exams.I am sorry I was not there whispering soothing words when you couldn’t stop crying.You were so depressed that you wanted everything to end.I’m sorry I was not strong enough to hold you.Those times when you let your mind win over you and it was so rigid to even get up.
But you still did it.You fall,you got up with triumph.You did it because you never stopped having faith.You never let that wee light of hope fade away.You survived successfully and for that I’m so proud of you!

 

I do hope that you comprehend that I was trying harder;that I never stopped trying.I always had faith in you.Do know that now it won’t be like before.I promise I will do my best to take care of you.I hope you know that I never intentionally put you down or tried to hurt you.Despite how may I have treated you,you still have lived a pleasing and courageous life this far.You have been a survivor.No matter what mistakes I made,I will always look back on your life with nothing but fondness and pride.But from today on I promise I will support you,love you,care for you.We will finally be a strong team that no one will break.
From today on I will be by your side.I will be your friend.I,now, know the truth and If ever the weight of the world tries to put you down I will be there to lift you up again.Just know that you are precious.

 

Visiting Yesterday

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Visiting yesterday
I thought about it
When I said I won’t leave
I stayed through thick and thin
You kept me in deceive
Without doubt I let you in
At midnight, I lied
That I’m not sleepy
Just to be with you
Trust was never denied
And I cried
Because when it came to me
You never showed up
You left in peace

Left me in pieces
didn’t think for once.
Visiting yesterday
I realized the truth
You meant to me
But I nothing meant to you.

Nothing lasts forever.

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There is an ocean of silence
There is a depth of pain
There is a bunch of feelings
And he is drowning in it.
Some days are filled with dejection
He is longing for her affection
At times death is the only way
A forlorn attempt to escape
He so much desired for her stay
Now he in darkness just suffocate.
But death is never the answer
Let the death be of your pain and past
See in the dark, a burning lantern
Not all the time everything last.

Continue to Do It.

Continue to love even when your heart is broken.
Continue to spread kindness even when you’re not getting it.
Continue to share your heart with others even it’s broken into wee pieces.
Continue to share smiles and cheers even when you’re witnessing pain.
Continue to trust people even when it has been broken a thousandth time.

Because Life is not for wasting.It is for living and spreading love,kindness,and tranquil.

And I know one thing for sure that broken people are the strongest people
I know.