Dark Side.

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I didn’t knew how strong I was
until the darkness came to me
leaving me blinded and unfree.
It took my childhood away in a blink
There was not a moment left to think.
Felt suffocated in my own skin
It strangled me from within
The days were full of agony
I just wanted to end reality.
But it took me some time to realize
how to be strong and be alive.
I made my purpose, got up again

The strength I possess will never go in vain.
I learned to smile and love
HE showed me the way from above.
Do not mistake my misery
I’ve found my final liberty.
Being strong is all I know
My motto is to always grow.
I live with a dark side
I love myself with pride.

 

I am built from every mistake I have ever made.

 

Walking In Solitude.

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When she feels weary and down,
Feeling a deluge of negative emotions,
She takes a walk in Cape Town
And everything seems in slow motion.
When her thoughts become deep as an ocean
When her heart can think of no devotion.
That’s when she walks in nature
Finally finding her cure.
Reflecting silence in moors and hills
With gratitude and tranquil her heart fills.
Her solitude comes in twilight
Lover of the shadows in moonlight.
Her soul feels wide awake
She feels a part of nature
As she finds her peace in walking.

Bloom

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Some of you care
I know it
I haven’t forgotten
That your light for me
is still lit.
Some of you care
But none of you cared enough.
So when nobody was there
And the nights were like poison
the toxic filling my lungs
I made Him my reason
And from the dead a new me reborn.
HE is my savior
The symphony of nature
My purity and my danger.
HE made me discover
Who I was.
I was fierce
And strong,
And full of fire.
I know where I belong
I am the roses,
Proud of the thorns,
And I bloom even in the storms.

 

Whispering Winds

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I want to ask you
What it feels like to be numb?
Can you see me what I’ve become?
Helpless and tired with the outcome
Walking with no destination
See I am in vulnerable position
Only dreams are my last hope
Not holding on that same rope
I just want to let it go
I’ve learned my lesson
You can’t reach what’s in front
Until you let go of what’s behind
I’m holding on to you wind!
Whisper to my ears
All the things I wanna hear
Stories of strangers
Colors of cultures
And those places never been heard.

I feel the winds whispering
It’s okay to be suffering
Let me take you there
Where dreams come true.
Everything was so brand new.
I forgot everything
only remembering
that I was here.

Visiting Yesterday

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Visiting yesterday
I thought about it
When I said I won’t leave
I stayed through thick and thin
You kept me in deceive
Without doubt I let you in
At midnight, I lied
That I’m not sleepy
Just to be with you
Trust was never denied
And I cried
Because when it came to me
You never showed up
You left in peace

Left me in pieces
didn’t think for once.
Visiting yesterday
I realized the truth
You meant to me
But I nothing meant to you.

Nothing lasts forever.

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There is an ocean of silence
There is a depth of pain
There is a bunch of feelings
And he is drowning in it.
Some days are filled with dejection
He is longing for her affection
At times death is the only way
A forlorn attempt to escape
He so much desired for her stay
Now he in darkness just suffocate.
But death is never the answer
Let the death be of your pain and past
See in the dark, a burning lantern
Not all the time everything last.

This Song Is For You.

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You gotta keep your head up on
Not everything’s gone
Just look up and see what a new day brings
You just keep on flying with your wings
I wrote this so I could dull your pain
No, your feelings were never vain
Everyday I wake up and I feel the same
We all are playing the same game
I got problems just like you
And I’m telling you you’re not alone
You are not on your own.
Life is all about making mistakes
Learning and not making it twice
We don’t have to fall from grace
We all are trying to rise
Don’t let the failure scare you away.
Life is full of sparks
Don’t let in the world dark’s
I know you get tired, you fall, you get up
I know you did it cause I did it too
Shed all the tears in the night
Just to smile in the morning
Get higher and start again walking
See, the stars are also praising.

This song is for you
Never changed,remained true.
Who got their heart broken.
Who are dreaming.
Never giving up
Trying to live up.
This song is for you.

Hear The Melodies

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Have you ever heard the birds sound?
Or listened to the rain falling on the ground?
Ever observed the butterfly’s erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sky in a starry night?

 

Do you wake up each day in a hurry?
Except work,everything becomes blurry
When the day ends do you lay in bed
with the next hundred chores running through your head?

 

Ever lost touch,let a good friendship die?
Cause you never had time to text and say ‘hi’?
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.

 

When you worry and are afraid
It’s like an untouched gift, thrown away
Life is not a race, do take it slower
Hear the music,before the song is over

Wild

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She is the green
Heart of a queen
Things strange and marvelous
Only she can see
She seeks tranquility
In the midst of nowhere
Well-honed nobility
Accepting every reality
Seen the wonders of her mind
Still not scared of the nightmares
Even the world forgets
She does care for mankind
She is a rainbow and
everyone is color blind.
When she leaves to live in her chaos
She soon will always return
From the wild.

Colors

 

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Paths have ups and downs
Whatever we choose it’ll be difficult
So don’t be afraid to make mistakes
Don’t just wait up on a miracle
And you ain’t got no brakes.
It’s funny how we’re all so afraid
Cause tomorrow everything could change
Don’t worry we’ve so many games to be played
Live life as it’s one big party.
Spread your colors and be a hearty
Different story a different name
We all gotta enjoy the ride
You gotta live life
Everyone here wanna young die
Let your colors burst
Keep your faith warm through the worst

Have you ever nearly lost your mind?
Then realized it was just a waste of time?
It’s good to know I’m not the only one
Just dance and bloom in the sun.
Let not dull your colors
Keep it alive like lovers
Let it not die and turn into black and white
Whatever you do tonight
Just shine like a starlight.